Sadness

Sadness lurks at the recesses of my brain.
Quietly expanding its territory
Until it no longer can be ignored.
I want to push it away.
I want to run from it’s effects.
Afraid it will lead to depression.
Anxious about the way ahead.
Sleep seems to be my only comfort.
A reprieve from the storm.
God where are you?
Where is that Strong tower?
Where is the hope?
My hope is in you.
In desperation I cry.
Help me O God.